I just want someone, someone who can make me feel "I'm worth it" and tell me "Its okay to make mistake, you're allowed to make mistakes", I'm tired of people telling me to be patience or be strong, I'm tired of sharing my broken heart and people just don't understand that I needed a comfort and hug, not a 'inspiration words' or cliche words. I guess its true, the one who understand you is yourself and Allah SWT but no matter what, I still want that someone.
Yes you might say that I'm such a ungrateful bitch who don't appreciate anything that everyone had done to me, trust me I do feel like I'm someone who just don't realize how lucky I am but I'm only a human. Hahaha do I need to sing Christina Perri's song, Human to make you guys understand ?
I'm sorry, didn't mean to bebel but hey my blog right ? I can write whatever I want without worrying anyone would go mad or sad with my words because I had done all the pretending and 'I'm strong' bullshit to everyone just so that they would not hurt with my demon words. But do they know how deep my cut is ?
They only know how to talk, how to judge and simply speak, they don't how to think, how to shut up and don't know the meaning of 'just let them be' or 'just fucking leave them alone' or worse they don't know how to stay out of others business.
