Saturday, January 28, 2012

My day so far..

Hey you guys :) wow 1 week of holiday is so 'awesome'.Holiday-ing at my kampung is totally 'fun & wild' hmmmm -.- I guess all of you know that its not that awesome.Well in just 1 week,everything happen just like a second.Like tsunami you know,i can't even breath or catch up.It just surrounding me and i stuck stuck stuck and just stuck with it.It seem like it never ends and it will just come and crushed me down.

I know the idea of balik kampung is not that joyful idea,i go there because my grandma is sick and she need us the most.I can tolerate that because i want to beside her & i want to take care of her.Then it happen,my cousin that i didn't and never will meet again,passed away.I don't remember when the last time i meet him but i do remember the last time i meet him,he always laughing & making a joke about how fast i grown up.Well that make me sad the most,i will always remember our memory.He was someone who have a bad & good side inside of him.He's not perfect well far away from perfect.He suffer the most of his life and sometime he was a burden to his family but alhamdullilah he passed away as a good Muslim.What i mean here is,dia pergi dalam keadaan yang tenang & bersih.Syukur alhamdullilah :)

So i guess this Dargon Day that many people say will bring us more happiness and blah blah blah is so not true.If dugaan come,it will come no matter what year it is.