Tuesday, May 3, 2011

All by myself !

Yell-ow reader :)

First day of school which is today,its was blaaaahhh.Yesterday we have Labour's Day so yeah public holiday.Finally can get some rest.This weekend probably one of the weekend that i'm so happy but later i feel silly about it.Hmmmmmm heart broken AGAIN huh ! Told yeah so, yesterday i post that my happy is one of the happy that later turn to sad.Well it's becomes a reality now.

Why am i doing this to myself over and over again ? I guess i am stupid.Stupid for trusting that there will be ME & YOU.You know what make me hurted the most is when i trust there's chance for me and you and ironicly i always felt there always a chances between us.Erghhhh stupid girl !

My heart has been crushed for so many time by you but why my feeling for you never really gone ? Hmmmm -.- ! I feel like my tears gonna come up soon or later.I know people will think that i'm so what ar..'cari publisiti ' is it ? Posting about love life..well sooo not =.= ! Blog is one of the place i expressing my feeling whether its happy or sad.Sometime there's a thing that better to be wrote down if we don't want to talk about it.In this case YES ! i don't want to talk about it,please understand ! I know you guys care about me but respect me.I guess i don't need to mention HIS name,you guys know it already.For busybody,please get the hell out of my blog.

I can't lie to you guys that Yes i'm hurting right now but if you guys ask more about it even just say his name,it make me hurt more and maybe pissed so better no lah.I hope you guys just let me by myself to solve this problem.Its not that i don't want your help or what,it just that i feel more comfortable if i the only one know how's my feeling.