Sad,that is how i feel right now.God i hate this feeling,the feeling that i can't throw just like that or erased it whenever i want to.I feel sad,feel guilty and angry in the same time.For people who know what happen,i hope you guys can give me some strength to get through all this.I really need you guys right now.
Why all this must happen to him ? Is it true things that happen to him is a punishment from god for every sin that he's done ? Well i guess some of it is true.I hope Allah already forgive the mistake that he's done.Well everyone make a mistake just that our time of punishment will come to us now or later.
You guys don't know what i feel when i saw him or speak with him.I totally feel that i'm speaking with someone that i don't know and its hurt so bad until everytime i watch him,my tears will start to falling down.He laugh,he make a joke but i know deep in his heart only god know how hurt he is.I hope Allah will give him all the strength that he need.Amin.
I think with everything that happen to him,it totally change my family.Well i guess me too,i can't be so happy without thinking him sad.I'm telling you guys first that there is maybe a little changes happen to me.I can't tell you guys what the changes is but you guys will see and sense it.Sorry if you guys hate it.
Why all this must happen to him ? Is it true things that happen to him is a punishment from god for every sin that he's done ? Well i guess some of it is true.I hope Allah already forgive the mistake that he's done.Well everyone make a mistake just that our time of punishment will come to us now or later.
You guys don't know what i feel when i saw him or speak with him.I totally feel that i'm speaking with someone that i don't know and its hurt so bad until everytime i watch him,my tears will start to falling down.He laugh,he make a joke but i know deep in his heart only god know how hurt he is.I hope Allah will give him all the strength that he need.Amin.
I think with everything that happen to him,it totally change my family.Well i guess me too,i can't be so happy without thinking him sad.I'm telling you guys first that there is maybe a little changes happen to me.I can't tell you guys what the changes is but you guys will see and sense it.Sorry if you guys hate it.
"Ya Allah,berikanlah kekuatan kepada dia dan kami sekeluarga untuk menempuh dugaan berat Mu ini.Harap dengan apa yang terjadi,hubungan kami akan bertambah erat dan Ya Allah sihatkanlah tubuh badan kami,panjangkan umur kami dan berikanlah rahmat Mu.Amin"
