Gosh,i really hope i can just fly away or just vanish through the wind.I hate the tension you know.The tension when i wasn't the one who suppose to be stressing.Thats my weakness,when something bad happen to people i love,i will take it serious and keep thinking about it.I guess i want all the people i love to be happy.Sometime i take things to serious,yes i admit it and i not happy about it.I try to changed that but it seem that part of myself is still never really gone.
I don't want to interupt anyone drama because come on i have many drama on my own but my problem is i was easily get attracted with 'their' problem.But think rasionally,its my friend,of course i have to interupted.Ok this is not the reason why i posting today.
The real reason is that i just want to say that get over it ! Ok i done ! Seriusly YOU,i don't want to fight with you because you never mess up with me,yes i guess thats why i still can accept you as my friend.Forgive me if i hurt you whether its a accidentally or not.I'm not perfect and you not perfect too,so we both equally not perfect at all.I have done many mistake and you too.Please don't say everyone is blaming you,NO,NOT AT ALL.I'm not blaming you 100% ok,seriusly i'm not.
I also don't say that you are not wrong at all,yes you make a mistake too,all of you make a mistake without you guys realising it.So don't be so..what hah that word..oh yeah "tersentap sangat".With your behaviour,everyone will think the same but like i said its not 100% your fault.By the way i also want to confront that i am wrong too.I take it too personal.
One thing i want to tell you,sometime deep in my heart i know i love you as a friend,i seriusly honest.Sometimes i hate when i see you sad or mad,don't you think when you tell me your problem i just listen ok.Sometime i think how to solve your problem or just make you smile abit.But when i really felt that you are my friend,you make something that can just make me whack your head off,maybe you not realising it but i do.It happen almost everytime.But i still can forget about it and move on because i don't want any trouble,sometimes silence is good but if we always kept silence,people can easily 'pijak' you.
Why i posting this ? Its because i just realised that its better things to left unsaid sometime.I really hope you read this.I hope we can forget the past,the past cannot be changed.So for the future i hope we still can be friends and just laughing at our mistakes.Come on we have a big big thing will happen to us,which is SPM.And because of it,we all need a bless from everyone include people that we hate or angry.Without the bless,its not worth it.
So moral of the post it,just pretend this thing never happen.Just forget about it because come on,ITS HIGH SCHOOL ! many drama created from there.Lets be matured and forgive each other and i hope tomorrow,tomorrow and another tomorrow everything will be fine.I forgive you and hope you forgive me.I will try not to judge you and hope you do the same.I will try my best to be the better person and hopely you too.Don't aspect people will always smile at you because sometime we never realise when and where we hurt people.If you want to confont about it,come on lets talk.I will be glad and happy but if you don't.Nevermind its your desicion and i respect that.Problem about you and her,its all you and her,i not gonna said anything but if you don't want to talk to her,you can talk to me.I will try to help and come on you know me right ? i not that kind of person you will just 'sentap-sentap' or shout at you.
By the way this is my blog,sorry if whatever i wrote here,make you hurt.I wrote everything i want and its for anyone i want it too.Its random and not only for you.I didn't put anyone's name here because i still respect them no matter how angry i am so please understand,This is my propertie and i can do whatever i want with it.So do you.
I don't want to interupt anyone drama because come on i have many drama on my own but my problem is i was easily get attracted with 'their' problem.But think rasionally,its my friend,of course i have to interupted.Ok this is not the reason why i posting today.
The real reason is that i just want to say that get over it ! Ok i done ! Seriusly YOU,i don't want to fight with you because you never mess up with me,yes i guess thats why i still can accept you as my friend.Forgive me if i hurt you whether its a accidentally or not.I'm not perfect and you not perfect too,so we both equally not perfect at all.I have done many mistake and you too.Please don't say everyone is blaming you,NO,NOT AT ALL.I'm not blaming you 100% ok,seriusly i'm not.
I also don't say that you are not wrong at all,yes you make a mistake too,all of you make a mistake without you guys realising it.So don't be so..what hah that word..oh yeah "tersentap sangat".With your behaviour,everyone will think the same but like i said its not 100% your fault.By the way i also want to confront that i am wrong too.I take it too personal.
One thing i want to tell you,sometime deep in my heart i know i love you as a friend,i seriusly honest.Sometimes i hate when i see you sad or mad,don't you think when you tell me your problem i just listen ok.Sometime i think how to solve your problem or just make you smile abit.But when i really felt that you are my friend,you make something that can just make me whack your head off,maybe you not realising it but i do.It happen almost everytime.But i still can forget about it and move on because i don't want any trouble,sometimes silence is good but if we always kept silence,people can easily 'pijak' you.
Why i posting this ? Its because i just realised that its better things to left unsaid sometime.I really hope you read this.I hope we can forget the past,the past cannot be changed.So for the future i hope we still can be friends and just laughing at our mistakes.Come on we have a big big thing will happen to us,which is SPM.And because of it,we all need a bless from everyone include people that we hate or angry.Without the bless,its not worth it.
So moral of the post it,just pretend this thing never happen.Just forget about it because come on,ITS HIGH SCHOOL ! many drama created from there.Lets be matured and forgive each other and i hope tomorrow,tomorrow and another tomorrow everything will be fine.I forgive you and hope you forgive me.I will try not to judge you and hope you do the same.I will try my best to be the better person and hopely you too.Don't aspect people will always smile at you because sometime we never realise when and where we hurt people.If you want to confont about it,come on lets talk.I will be glad and happy but if you don't.Nevermind its your desicion and i respect that.Problem about you and her,its all you and her,i not gonna said anything but if you don't want to talk to her,you can talk to me.I will try to help and come on you know me right ? i not that kind of person you will just 'sentap-sentap' or shout at you.
By the way this is my blog,sorry if whatever i wrote here,make you hurt.I wrote everything i want and its for anyone i want it too.Its random and not only for you.I didn't put anyone's name here because i still respect them no matter how angry i am so please understand,This is my propertie and i can do whatever i want with it.So do you.
- Laughing at our mistakes can lengthen our own life,laughing at someone else's can shorten it.
~ Cullen Hightowere
- When you make a mistake,admit it.If you don't,you only make matters worse.
~ Ward Cleaver
