OMG,do you guys see that ? AUWWWW , me want that kiss 2.If i get it from someone hot like Kim Hyun Joong..OMG I GO CRAZY..hahahahaha.Damn isn't that girl is lucky,haih bila la Intan nak dapat kiss macam tu..ish gedik nye.Hmm but i can't lie 2 myself that i really want 'someone' special in my life.Sometimes i feel jealous watching my friend ber-romantic with their boyfriend and also if i heard about they so sweet moment with their boyfriend,not that i want 2 couple with their boyfriend or what..oh please..it just that i want someone 2 treat me like my friend boyfriend treat them.Make me feel special,blushing and make my heart beat 10000 time whenever our eyes caught each other.
I want 2 feel that but i guess i never will.You know why ?? because i'm a chooseey person,do you guys understand ? Intan seorang yang memilih dalam bab ni,my friend always said that i'm a high taste person when it comes 2 boys,well i have 2 agree with them.YES,MY TASTE IS HIGH ! BOOYAH ! but i know myself better than anyone else,maybe they see i'm that kind of person,well actually i'm not.The truth is i scared 2 be hurt,to be heart broken,i damn scared.Whenever i see my friend break up or fighting with their boyfriend,i kinda feel this phobia feeling..i feel that i will be in their situation when i in a relationship.
I guess you guys must been thinking that i'm a coward,well i agree with that.I protect my heart from broken so hard until my heart doens't open 2 accept any boys.But kadang-kadang ada la suka jugak but suka main-main je,tak serius :D.Hahahahha,terlebih feeling pulak,ni pengaruh drama Playful kiss la nie..hee :).
I guess i have 2 wait 2 get that special kiss and yeah when i get that kiss,i will make sure that i get it from someone that gonna always kiss me till the end of my life,not from a someone so called 'boyfriend'.
