Moody is my feeling for today

Ok today,i was totally out of mood..
feels like everything is wrong..sometimes i want 2 cry,laugh and then angry..
its that normal ??
i guess its normal..

I feel weak and so not good today..
maybe i was thinking about Bella 2 much..
well i guess that the reason why i feeling this way.

For a minute i feel ok,then i worried then i pissed off..
Hate when i don't know how 2 control my feeling..
So the solution..i keep reading this novel
LAFAZKAN KALIMAH CINTAMU..
it was a interesting book but the bad news,
it almost make me cry..cry because of the story but in the same time thinking about Bella..
hayooooooooooooo..
it become worse when Abang Nazri send me a video show that Bella and the kids is ready 2 be taking by MPSJ..
eventhough i was in school,i feel that i was there..it crush my heart when i heard they meow-ing..
man,its totally crush my heart..

hmmm..but what 2 do,ALLAH decide it that its time for us 2 seperate.
i guess everyone must feel the same when they have 2 seperate with their pets..
Liza told me that she also feel the same about her cat..
well thanks Liza,when you say like that..
the pain in my heart were slowly go.

~ I LOVE YOU BELLA & THE KIDS..so funny 2 call them Bella & the kids..i miss you guys ~