Friday, July 30, 2010

Man passed me by


Hello you guys,again!
hahahhaa..boring sangat2 ni..
dah tak tahu nak buat ape..online dah berjam2..hmm..takut meletup pulak laptop nie..:O
i keep thinking just now,what a headline for this boring evening..
thinking..thinking..thinking..
HAH!!

Now i know..well from the beginning,I never tell you guys about my past..
especially about my "LOVE STORY"
so it called..hahaha...
want 2 know??
if don't want,don't read,if you want,with pleasure you may read it.

Well as far as i remember,my first so called "love" is when i was 8 years old..
i still school at SK SEAFILED that time..at first it just for fun..then after a while,
i realise i fall in "like" with him..hahahaa..:)
i don't think its love at that time but he was the first guy,who make my heart beat fast and blushing everytime i talk,smile and look at him..wahhh!!

Then after a year,we enter different classes,i don't know which class he is,but i was in 3 Rajin..
from that moment I completely and totally forget about him..hahahahahha!!

I was in that school for 3 years,
then i change 2 SK USJ 12..hahaha..from that school i start 2 like many boys..
bad influence i think..hahaha..
i can't tell you guys the boys name that i like because banyak kot...
beside you guys will know who they are..

And my truely "love" begin...hmmm..
banyak kot kisah manis and pahit..
malu fikirkan balik..it was HIM who make my heart gosh can't even use a word 2 describe my feeling.
everytime i see,talk,fighting,playing and even just look at him..
i feel happiness..eventhough i was 11 and 12 years old at that time..which consider young..
but it feel so real at that moment..he still in my heart until now..
for 6 years now..even i can't believe i still like him..

But come on,im not that stupid 2 loyal 2 him..
because i know me and him will never be together..
so i move on..keep searching..never stuck 2 one..
bukan tak setia..ish setia dengan boyfriend memang la..ni bukannya pada lelaki yang tak tahu dan tak peduli pun pasal perasaan kite..
hayoo buang mase..
sape2 yang terase..mintak maaf but betul la apa yang Intan cakap..

From 2009 and 2010..hati Intan belum betul2 suke pada sesiapa..
well sorang tu je l..tu pun perangai macam gay..
hahaha..haih..maybe not now..
well i gonna keep waiting..beacause i trust my EDWARD CULLEN is out there searching for me and i gonna wait for him :)